Circumstances are not always good. I often feel everything that I’ve done is wrong. I think my last decisions are not correct to get my goals. I know that life has something good reserved for me, but I’m waiting and nothing happens. Only I have that i could get it now. Only this situation where I cannot answer correctly or to proceed how I know that i must do it.
I feel far away, I see so forgetful all my people.
Besides, I think that i dont understand love and all its problems. I’m so tired with everything, and nothing makes sense.
Differences are too much strong between us, and I think that feelings are not enough to do it possible.
I’m scared about all these things, my mind is running during all night for long time, although I can close my eyes. I don’t want to lose posibility of happiness, but I don’t know the best way to get it.
Today is not a great day, I think. Maybe tomorrow everything will be better or at least, different.
“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”
― André Gide, Autumn Leaves
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